Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Does L.O.V.E hurts? ...... NO!

'Everyone says love hurts, but that isn't true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.''


Clear now? ;))

- By2 -

在留意只有17歲的By2已经有一段時間了。慢慢地發覺他們的天份与潛力一直不斷地在發揮!在他們的新专専輯<TWINS>里的其中一首主打"我知道",更呈現出另一面的By2!

來自新加坡的雙胞胎少女團體By2,為了挑戰夢想參加了「海蝶森林」,從2500人的競爭裡脫穎而出,2008年By2首度出現在台灣、新加坡、馬來西 亞、中國內地…等各大網站,清秀稚氣的模樣加上精湛的舞蹈,一曝光便成功的引起網友高度注目!經過了台北、東京、北京三大城市的洗禮與音樂產業最嚴峻的訓 練,By2帶著父親臨終的祝福以16歲稚齡的姿態勇敢站華語樂壇的舞台。

2008 年3月發行首張專輯【16未成年】,能歌善舞的兩人打著『16年前的安室奈美惠,7年前的寶兒,2008年的By2』名號,成功站穩進軍樂壇的第一步,專 輯發行後立刻引起網友熱烈迴響,甜美外型+動靜皆宜的實力大受宅男族喜愛,成為新一代宅男殺手,締造華語樂壇另類宅經濟奇蹟!2009年這對青春正漾的超 萌美少女夾帶著無可取代的優勢發行第二張專輯【Twins】,告別16未成熟,微笑迎接17歲。



来聽聽By2的 ''我知道'' 吧! ;)







Tuesday, September 15, 2009

My life as a free-lancer! ;)

Oh gosh! Have to go travel again! (Travel = Money)
Luckily this time is just Singapore. :))

Back from Taiwan and Bangkok last month. And actually made me broke. Sighs..
Luckily again that those jobs are keep coming to me! Events (Nike, Coca-Cola, Sony FIFA World Cup, Heineken, and etc), 'Marks and Spencer' Photo Test Shoot, 'Cuti-Cuti Raya' Test Shoot, 'MOT' Cast Video, '100Plus' TV Commercial, Magazine Anniversary Parties, and a few TVC castings. Sometimes i really do think that me, myself is a lucky person. (Happy go lucky~) Hehe.. ;))

So, no worries for the coming trips! (Singapore in Oct, Bali in Nov, and South Korea in early of December for my birthday!, Hong Kong in end of Dec for Christmas, ShangHai in Feb 2010 for Chinese New Year, Tokyo in May/June 2010, and REST!)
**Matta fair help me to save a lot! haha

Also, coming items are up to shop and is a MUST to grab~!!!
- iPhone 3GS, 2008 Limited Edition Gucci Sling Bag, ZARA's pvc jacket, skinny jeans, SHOES, shirts, shorts, and so much more!! Enjoy the ''Shop till drop'' feelings again! haha! :))

I LOVE MY JOBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)))

But one thing!! My job as an air-steward! This is so bothering me! and actually make me confused. Sighs.......
Because of this, i've actually started to put on my weight, and go gym oftenly. But in the mean time, i'm taking protein. So, my skin isn't that good. Therefore, i always have to put on some light make-up and do Facials! Sighs..!! Self-esteem............LOW!!!

Anyhow, i still have to make up my mind whether i want to further studies in Taiwan or get my ass on the flying journey!!

This is really something that i have to seriously think about!

Honey!!!! Don't stay in LA and Vancouver too long!! Come back and help your babe to make this tough decision!! :((

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

還是在等....

原來,當一個人不開心的時候,在看多好笑,多有趣的电影,結果都會是一様。
就算在開怀大笑...
笑出來的泪水都不會是開心的。
反而越笑... 會越傷心。


梁文音 - 最幸福的事


Saturday, July 18, 2009

Then.....it was.....




My best song of the week! :)


Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Just Don't Know WHY ....

In this century, means now..
I'm still don't know why are some people likes to being soooooo THICK SKIN??
Please people, stop to showing off around!! Other people are not gonna dying for it! And please just keep it for yourself! YES! ONLY FOR YOURSELF! and stop to being so thick skin and think that you're the only one.

Just keep everything for yourself. Just tell when ONLY people ask! =)

Monday, July 6, 2009

It's been a while. Many of the little things has gone missing so far. But it all are back!
Here are some of the highlights of what i have been doing all these while!

Looking back at those pictures is the best way for me to recall everything! ;)


On 14.June.2009 (Sunday - It was the next day after i came back from Vietnam)
- Daddy's Day Celebration @ Felda Residence Hot Springs and Spa -
My family was celebrated Father's day one week earlier than the actual day.
We were heading to this called, Felda Residence Hot Springs, which located in Sungkai, Perak (i guess) hehe.

Here are some of the picture recaps of the Private Outdoor Jacuzzi:-





It cost only 70MYR/room! (Isn't it cheap? haha!)



On 18.June.2009 (Thursday)
- 'NewMan' Magazine's 6th Anniversary Party @ Mist Club, Bangsar -
The event was strictly by invitation only.
Many of the local artists, VJs, DJs and more of the fabulous people in the town were there! Of course my long time friend - Joey G, he was the Host for the event.
That day i felt like i was just a tiny people there. LOL! :p
But, thanks to NewMan for the invitation.
I was fabulous thou~! LMAO! :D
(I'm still waiting for the media photos)

Here is one of the phone snap:-






And then was on 21.June.2009 (Sunday)
- Jeffrey's birthday @ Hakka Restaurant, Bukit Bintang -
Jeffrey, one of my best and special friend, ever.
We were celebrating his birthday at a Hakka Restaurant, as one of our best friend - Oran from London suggested that.
The guests of the night at the Hakka Restaurant was.. Me, Oran, Bill, Matt, Warren, and Joseph.

Here is the photo.


Front from left: Joseph, Jeffrey, Me, and Matt.
Back from left: Bill, Warren, and Oran.

We have been to a club after the dinner. And keep the celebration goin' on non-stop with more friends coming in! Karen, Vivian, Vincent, Joshua, and more. And made the party happened.
About everything or anything happened on the club is P&C! haha! (That's the way to let people try to use their imagination to think how wild we could be on the club! haha!)
We ended up headed home at 3am. While Me and Matt been to this mamak stall nearby his place for a light supper.

Here he is... (He likes Soya Bean! A LOT!! lol)






And this is the most recent one.
On 3.July.2009 (Friday) until 5.July.2009 (Sunday)
- Oran's Big 50th Birthday Celebration @ Penang Island -
Oran, a close friend of mine. He's from London, UK.
And this time, is Oran's turn to celebrates his birthday after Jeffrey's.
We got about 30 people around the world gathered in one place for the celebration! Such as, Oran's comrades from UK, US, Taiwan, Thailand, Singapore, South Africa, Australia, Ireland, and Malaysia. =)
Oran has booked 4 of the presidential suites and several honeymoon suites for 30 people. Of course Jeffrey will be my roommate this time. So, me and Jeffrey were staying together with Oran and Bill in the biggest presidential suite. Yes! Only 4 of us! haha! :D
The biggest presidential suite is on the top floor (38th floor) with unblocked seaview around! And in the suite includes, two bed-rooms with private jacuzzi, and a private sauna in the master bed room. :) Also, two living rooms, one bartender, one long rest bed, one 43'' TV, two 29'' TV for both rooms, and so much more!!! hahaha! :D
The whole main thing started with jumping into the pool ! And followed by Jacuzzi, Sauna and a hot shower! What a day!!! haha! We have gathered at 8pm for our dinner. We have been to a big foodcourt. But, the taste of the food wasn't that good. hehe.. Maybe i'm just picky! :p
And the first party starts at 11pm! With all the people joined together in Oran's siute. 'Cause it's the main room for parties! haha! For your information, Oran is also a Dj in the club!! But, the first night of the celebration began with the club music by Bradley (Oran's comrade from UK). In the meantime, Oran was given such a touching speeches and an amazing cake was presented before the party started.
The party was awesome and the crowd went absolutely crazy!! And it eventually ended up in the wee small hours!
After the first night, some of us took some time off party at the pool side for recovery. Apart from sunbathing, some candid yet meaningful conversation were exchanged at the lazy afternoon. :)
And then dinner, party and so on. It all repeat just one more time!!!! And the 2nd night of the party was absolutely gone WILD! (Can't you imagine i was taking off my pants in front of everyone? lol) This time, ended up at 11am! yes! It was 11am on the next day! Which mean Sunday! haha~! We are just a group of Party Animals! Yeah~ ! *wink*
After a few hours sleep, got my luggage packed and head back to KL.

Here are some of the picture recaps!



*Bartender (With full of Audio Set, Lap Tops, Spinning Set and etc)*


*Living Room 1 (After Party)*


*Living Room 1 (After Party) with seaview*


*Living Room 2 (a.k.a Smoking Area) hehe*


*Long Rest Bed (With unblocked City and Seaview)*


*Wash Room in Master Bed Room (With private jacuzzi and sauna)*


*Jacuzzi in 2nd Room (a.k.a My room)*
- inside the picture: My best friend, visited me in Penang-


*At the pool side (with Matt)*


*In our room (With Jeffrey)*



*Oran posing for the camera! hehe*



*Jeffrey*




That's all at the moment.. There will be more to come! Ciao!! *wink*



Thursday, June 4, 2009

还会傻笑..

晚上七点五十九分 聆听着吴克群的'爱太痛'。

昨天早上,我八点多就爬了起来,准备出去和朋友吃早餐还有看电影。一个人很疲倦地在开车,停在红绿灯的时候,从后镜一望!我整个人突然间精神了起来!在我后面那辆车的司机竟然是他!我拿开了太阳眼镜再仔细地望!原来,我看错了。真的很糊涂。。可是这也让我知道,其实我还蛮想见到他。

时间慢慢地。。慢慢地过。。
在心中的那口气,原来,已经消了好久好久。。
反而却从憎恨变成了想念。
因为,
在红灯转换成绿灯后,
我在傻笑。

晚间八点二十分 聆听着A-Mei的'快乐眼泪'。

完。

Monday, May 4, 2009

我以为..

我一直都在想,其实那真的是个误会吗?
对我来说,那,算是个误会。
可是对于他,我想他一定是把我恨得入心入骨。
我以为过了那么久,他已经会把事情淡忘了。
遇见时都会打个招呼或者笑一个那样吧~
可是, ...
我错了。

我虽然觉得他当时有那样的必要那么做吗?
但,那是他的选择。
至少.. 我笑了。

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Oh F**K!!

OH MY DAMN GOD!!! What's happening on me!!! Again!!!!!!!!!!!!
The feeling is back!!!!! Shit! Why???? It's weird! Jealousy making me wants to cry!!!
Oh fuck! Why am i still care about it?? It's none of my fucking business!!!! Arrggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM JUST SO DAMN SILLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, May 2, 2009

L.O.V.Empty

看见一些blogger写关于爱情的blog。不仅的又让我想到,爱情究竟是什么呢?有时候觉得爱情是要看个人的看法咯!

安慰人的时候,就会说爱情这烦人的东西!要不要都算了吧!
生气的时候,就会说爱情这另人讨厌的东西!为什么会存在呢?!!
可是,当自己寂寞的时候,就会觉得,爱情啊~你可以来拜访我吗??

爱,就是这样的一种东西...
开心的时候,爱情是很美妙的!
伤心的时候,爱情,你是毒药吗?

不知不觉,我已经单身了将近五个月。
这四个月多里面,我偶然地还会想起他。
记得起初刚分手的时候,每当别人问起我怎么样?还好吗?
我一定会回答他们说 ' 我当然好啦!现在还比之前来得开心呢! '
可是,自己心里真正是怎么想,相信有过爱情挫折的人,都会了解吧。

分手了以后,我才发现原来,出现问题的人其实是我。
虽然,已发现其实我就是出现问题的人。可是,我没想过要认错或复合之内的想法。
因为,我就当做这就是我应该从错误中学习。
也就给机会好好地检讨自己。

最近,有一位朋友他正在为感情的事而烦恼着。他问我 ' 其实时间是不是真的可以冲淡一切呢?' 我回答:' 是! '
我觉得,其实 ' 时间可以冲淡一切 ' 只是个安慰的说法。
因为时间,可以是一天,一年,还是一辈子呢?
怎么样都好,其实唯一可以冲淡一切的是你自己。
如果你是那种很容易放得下/看得开的人,你很快地,就会痊愈。
可是,如果你是那种留恋/看不开的人,相信你会很辛苦地在过着生活吧。

说真的,分手了以后,你还继续伤心/难过下去,他会知道你在为他伤心吗?
或许,他知道了以后会觉得你很白痴呢!
无论你怎么难过,这地球还是一样的在旋转,人们还是一样的生活着,所有的东西都不会为了你而改变。反而,如果你再伤心下去,还会另到身边的人为你担心呢!
所以,学会放开。这才是每个人在受到挫折时必须要学习的!

其他人可以逗你开心,可是,真正的开心.. 快乐,唯有自己才能给到自己。

没有爱人又怎样?那只不过是给自己机会在享受孤独~ 没什么大不了!=)

从今天开始学习看开/放开,把所有不开心的抛到后头!
为了美好的未来,往幸福!快乐!更好的生活前进!!!!!!!! ;)

GOOD LUCK~! =)

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

他.. ..

突然间很想Blog关于我一位比较要好的朋友。我对他的看法,我的感觉。

虽然在我所认识的朋友里面,从外地来到吉隆坡念书/工作的,只是我认识的都已经是近百个了。可是,我对他,我这位比较要好的朋友的看法, 比起其他的,他算是不一样的。

他是来自马来西亚,吉打州。几年前到了这里念书。
我记得他跟我说过,他当初到达这里的时候是一个很寂寞的人。因为这里是完全没有一个他所认识的人。
起初那几天,幸好有姐姐的陪伴。不过,在以后的日子就得靠自己了。

他除了跟我有很多共同点以外,我本身还蛮欣赏他做人的意志力,和观念。不是每个人都可以很容易就做到。

他在几个月前已经毕业了。现已投身社会将近两个月。:)
昨晚在他家过夜的时候,他告诉我,.. 他会在安定一切后买车, 申请信用卡,还有很多之前无法实现的。
虽然我跟他相识了才那么一年的时间,可是却好像慢慢地看着他长大似的。(或许应该说是我们都看着对方长大吧!哈哈!)

他的人是属于比较顺的那种,所以很多时候都会被 '那些人' 欺负!真的想不懂为什么'那些人'可以酱做!想起来还蛮生气的!

他除了比较顺以外,很幸运地他不是那种随便讨厌人的那种人!
说起了这种人,我真的很不明白为什么有'些人',都已经不是十多二十岁了!
还会有那种随便讨厌人的幼稚心态!
那为什么不在讨厌对方之前,先想想... 对方是否很喜欢你吗?或许,在你还没讨厌对方之前,对方已经是对你很不满的呢!

话说回来,我觉得我这位要好的朋友,他真的很有上进心!他不但一个人住在陌生的新家,就连很多时候都是一个人的。因为他的朋友都在毕业后,大家经已个分东西了。

每天乘搭交通工具上,下班/去健身中心。
回到家里,一个人的在客厅上网,过后睡觉。
直到明天,又再重复一切。
感觉上,这样的生活还蛮健康的~
如果从另一方面来看,这给我,是一个很寂寞的生活。

每个人面对寂寞,忙碌,都只是为了一天三餐。
天下哪会有免费的午餐呢?这... 就是个事实。

所以呢.. 真的很希望他,我这位要好的朋友可以坚持下去!继续努力!什么事情,我都会撑你的!:)

其他的外地朋友们也要好好地活下去!其实成功离我们不远!我们一起努力吧!;)

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Wow! I'm back again! =)

It's been a long time huh..~ ^^

From the last blog until now.. already more than a month, i guess! :)
Just in a month times. I've gone through sadness, happiness, been betrayed, and lotssssss!

But, I AM still ME ! Marcus is still here~!!! hehe!!~
Let's SEE what was happend in the past whole month!! *wink*
28th Feb. 2009 (Sat)
Afternoon - Bored till had fun with Bryan C. and Melvin
@ Melvin's Semi-D, Sri Hartamas
27th Feb. 2009 (Fri)
(Not feeling Well today... :-( )
Dinner with Shan, Freda, Alby and... Colin
@ Nathan's, OUG.

26th Feb. 2009 (Thurs)
Noon - Shopping, Manicure/Pedicure, and Lunch with Nai Nai and Shan
@ Bangsar
Shopping and Light Lunch with Nai Nai and Shan
@ Delicious, Mid Valley
**I Like This Pic!! hehe~ **
Evening - Hair Wash, Cut, and Treatment
@ Brian's Saloon, Kepong
Dinner - With Nai Nai and Shan
@ Old Town Kopitiam, Kepong.
24th Feb. 2009 (Tues)
Dinner - Steamboat with Sis
@ Yuen, Sunway
After dinner - Went to Maxis Center with Nai Nai
@ Sunway Pyramid
Supper - With Alby, Nai Nai, Freda, Edmund, and Wan Wah
@ Nathan's, OUG
After Supper (Mid-Night) - Went to Beach with Nai Nai and Freda
@ Sepang GoldCoast
--- Non-stop ---
Morning (About 4:30am) - Breakfast Dim Sum with Nai Nai and Freda
@ Dai Ka Seng Dim Sum, Seri Petaling
23rd Feb. 2009 (Mon)
Afternoon - Lunch with Kah Yan and David
@ Madam Wong, Sungei Wang.
Dinner with Kah Yan
@ Old Town Kopitiam, Cheras.
Supper with Nai Nai
@ Steven Corner, Pandan Indah.

22nd Feb. 2009 (Sun)
Supper with Michelle, Shan, and Freda
@ Nathan's, OUG.
After Supper - Pillow Talk with Michelle and Freda
@ Michelle's Paradise

21st Feb. 2009 (Sat)
Late Night - Clubbin with Nai Nai, Michelle, Alby, Kian Thong, Freda, Kah Yan, Bryan, Freda, Stephanie, Jess, and Ernest Wan.
@ Space, KL.
Supper with the same whole gang
@ Petaling Street
20th Feb. 2009 (Fri)
High-Tea with Nai Nai
@ Old Town Kopitiam, Seri Kembangan.
Late Night - Karaoke and Drinks with Danny
@ Green Box, Cheras Selatan and Cheras Perdana
After Drinks with Danny - (About 430am)
Back to Shooting Studio
@ TV3/8TV Sri Pentas, Bandar Utama
-- Non-Stop ---
Breakfast (About 9am) with Asst.Director, Actors, Actress and Crews
@ One World Hotel, Bandar Utama



18th Feb. 2009 (Wed)
Afternoon - Hair Wash with Nai Nai
@ Brian's Saloon, Kepong.
Evening - Michelle's House with Nai Nai, Shan, and Freda
Dinner with Nai Nai, Michelle, Shan, Freda and Pau
@ Green Valley Restaurant, Seri Petaling.




17th Feb. 2009 (Tues)

Morning/Afternoon - Movie and Shopping with Oliver
@ One Utama

Lunch with Oliver
@ Delicious, One Utama
Dinner with Nai Nai
@ Delicious, Bangsar

Body Massage with Nai Nai
@ Bangsar

16th Feb. 2009 (Mon)
Fun with Daniel, Jack, Dennis, and Kenny
@ Daniel's Condo, Sri Hartamas


15th Feb. 2009 (Sun)

Afternoon - Shopping with Nai Nai
@ Bangsar

Dinner with Nai Nai
@ Banana Leaf, Bangsar



Late Night - Clubbin with Nai Nai, Fai, and Josh
@ Quattro, Avenue K


14th Feb. 2009 (Sat)

Happy Valentine's Day! =)

Got 5-7 people asked me out. (Maybe they know that i'm Single?? lol..)
But, i've decided to stay at home. ! Sorry~ hehe... =)



13th Feb. 2009 (Fri)

Afternoon -
Shopping and Lunch with Nai Nai
@ Shushi Zan Mai, The Gardens.

Dinner/Drinks with Nai Nai
@ Delicious, Mid Valley.

Late Night -
Meet with BB
@ Puchong



12th Feb. 2009 (Thurs)

Lunch with Nai Nai
@ Xiao Xiu Ting Cafe, Seri Kembangan.




11th Feb. 2009 (Wed)

Morning - Back to my college And taken breakfast alone
@ Old Town, Cheras.

Afternoon - Lunch and Shopping with Nai Nai
@ Coffee Bean, Pavilion.

Dinner with Nai Nai
@ Yau Yat Chun, Sg Wang, KL.


10th Feb. 2009 (Tues)
(Kian Thong's Birthday! '' Happy Birthday! '' )

Thought of i could finally take a good rest home... but, at the middle way of dreams.. i think it was about 2am.. Got a called from the malay director. Asked me to be back to the shooting studio (@ Bandar Utama) in 30mins! I was like Oh my god!

The meeting and the small casting was taken about 2 hours to finished.
And i didn't get the role at last. Swtt............ =.='' (coz it's a Malay Drama, and the director said my Malay is not as fluent as others. So, my name will be putting in the wait-call-list.) Swtt.... hehe



9th Feb. 2009 (Mon)

Wash Car with Nai Nai
@ My Place

Supper with Pau
@ Old Town Kopitiam, Cheras



8th Feb. 2009 (Sun)

Supper with Nai Nai
@ Serdang

After supper -
Mahjong/Gin Rummy with Michelle, Kian Thong, BB and Freda
@ Michelle's place
--- Non-Stop ---
Breakfast (About 6am) with Michelle, BB, Kian Thong, and Freda
@ Poon Kei Dim Sum, Seri Petaling

7th Feb. 2009 (Sat)

Clubbin with Jeff and the rest
@ KL



6th Feb. 2009 (Fri)

Lunch with Nai Nai
@ Xiao Xiu Ting, Seri Kembangan.



5th Feb. 2009 (Thurs)

Dinner with Nai Nai - Taken Famous Satay =)
@ Salak South Garden

Night Out Drinks with Jeff, Sam, Mich, and Wen Jun
@ Republic, Sunway.










4th Feb. 2009 (Wed)
Movie with Oliver
@ Mid Valley Megamall

At night - Dinner with Nai Nai
@ Black Canyon, Center Point Damansara


Mid-Night - Karaoke with Nai Nai, Josh, and Eric
@ Neway, Cheras.



3rd Feb. 2009 (Tues)

My Bro's (Michael) 12th Birthday =)
Bro's birthday celebration with family
@ MilWauKee Steak Corner




Got my hair-do
@ Brian's Saloon with Oliver
Supper with Nai Nai (a.k.a. My Best Sis)
@ Serdang



2nd Feb. 2009 (Mon)

Shopping and Movie with Jeff
@ Mid Valley & The Gardens
At night dinner with Jeff - Taken steak
@ Saga Hill


1st Feb. 2009 (Sun)

Movie and Lunch with Oliver (a.k.a My Cousin)
@ Mid Valley and The Gardens


After lunch with Oliver -
Shopping with Nai Nai
@ Pavilion


Dinner (Raw Fish/Lou Sang) with Nai Nai and Pau
@ Quan Yi La Mian, PJ SS2.






31st Jan. 2009 (Sat)

CNY PhotoShoot with pals
@ Shan's Paradise lol





At late night - Clubbin with BB, Isaac, Ernest, Freda, and Ferlyn
@ M.O.S, Sunway.




This CNY 2009.. nothing special. (i think)
28th Jan - 30th Jan. 2009 (Wed-Fri)

Been to Lumut/Pangkor Island with family and Lam Tuck Weng's family.