Welcoming the new year of 2009!

Tomorrow will be the last day in 2008! The time passing by so so so so DAMN FAST! Wrinkles~ Oppss! =)

The last day...how would it be?? Parties?? Or..... just a normal gathering to welcome the brand new year?

For me, how could i welcoming the new year without celebration???!!!!!

OH yea! IT'S PARTY TIME!!! :)

For the past celebration, the Christmas eve, it was great for me! =)

And one thing about that night,... i was busy to go in and out to buy all the stuff and have to help to make drinks, foods, and others! Till i couldn't got enough time to get myself change! Aiks! :P

Anyway...

Let's see some of the pictures on that holy night...

(Before the dinner) This is the main table..

Before the dinner starts...



2nd table..

3rd table...

Colorful balls... lol...

Our cacat's Christmas Tree.. hehe

We're the poser!!!! HAHA


i like this pic!! (From left, Michelle, i, Shan, Alby, & Freda)

(From left, Collin, Alby, i, Pau, Nicholas, Galvin (GreenShirt), Edmund.)


Mich and i...

Swt~ Drama kings and queens.....! :)

Oppss! =)

Besides that.... i got my Christmas Presents!!!!!!!!!! haha!!

This is the one that i love the most...

(i love others too! it's just that it's from someone special.. hehe)

Let's take a look!! hehe...

Cute? haha.. i named it ''DD'' ! :)

Little DD...

=)

Hugs...

Posing with DD.... :)

Okay! that's all at the moment.. more to come and looking forward how would my new year eve's celebration gonna be? hehe.. Would ''YOU'' be here with me? hehe

Wait and see.....

Love,

Marcus

P/S: Happy New Year to Everyone! =)

So So Day~

Actually reading other people's blogs are quite interesting for me!
Just finished reading one of my friend's blog. i was curious what would he write in his blog?? and i don't even knw that HE HAS A BLOG! lol....

The last contents that i saw was about 'Friend Relationship' ! Seems like everyone is using the so called 'indirectly' way to release their dissatisfaction! So am i... hehe..

For me, friends are actually the best companian. But you have to act smart all the time!! Because not everyone could be trusted. Some will be soooo good to you, it's because they wanted something from you! And some will be good to you, it's because they are really wanted to be good to you. LOL... :P

Anyway, if your friends are back-stabbers... emm... what to do? there's nothing that we could prevent! Right? Just be yourself and let third part to be judge.

Besides yourself, your TRUTH friend(s) is/are actually the person who know you well. Coz certain things that you couldn't see by yourself. But them. :)

That's just a small part of my point of view about friends...
Damn tired and sleepy.... want to sleep now......


By the way, my friends.. wish you guys luck!! hehe...


Good Night~
Hugs......


p/s: the ways for me to conquer about those troubles of Friend Relationship are.............. NOT TO THINK SO MUCH! JUST BE MYSELF ! IF THEY DON'T LIKE ME.... JUST F**K OFF!!!!! And be Happy~ That's me! hehe :)


and i will try to think other happy things... like....... this!!




PARIS !!!! i'm coming soon! hehe..... :)




Nite nite~ ^^

What a ''HAPPY'' birthday!

Wow! Yesterday's birthday celebration just can use a word to describe.. '' WOW!!''

Got an unexpected number of wishes! Until now, got and getting over 250 birthday wishes thru E-mails, Web-Pages, Profiles, SMS, Calls, and others! Touching!!! hehe...

Thanks you guys so much for the wishes and those lovely presents.... FRIENDS~


Muacksssss!!
Hugs..........


Luv,
Marcus =)

Happy Birthday 2008

Received over 100 birthday wishes from my FRIENDS thru E-mails, SMS, calls, Web-Page, and others. Thanks guys..!
Just feelings thankful to have FRIENDS!
Thanks for everything!

Hugs and kisses..


Luv,
Marcus


** Happy birthday to myself~ ^^ **

Happy 2nd Monthsary! & Happy b'day to myself on 6th Dec!

觉得爱情其实好像。。有时在拍电视剧，有时却在拍电影。
无论是电影还是电视剧，自己都会是戏中的主角。
在之前的戏里，我一向来都会是演一个很倔强，很坚强，从来不会被别人伤害自己感情的角色。可是，正在拍摄的这一部，我却是一个体弱多病，内心脆弱，很敏感的角色。
肯定没有资格去争夺最佳主角了。

之前的我，真的受够了被出卖的滋味。
所以，一直都很害怕会再次享用三人的烛光晚餐。
简单的说，就是恶梦！
有谁会允许把自己的无价宝，公开给人们分享呢？
你？又或者是你？相信结果，会是没有人。

以前觉得 ' 爱情让人受尽委屈 ' 这句话很好笑。可是，领悟过了。
发现，对！爱情真的会让人受委屈。
可是这次，又会是怎样的爱情呢？

一直都觉得，幸福其实离自己不远。可是，到现在都还是个疑问。
朋友们经常都会告诉我，其实幸福，单方面的去追逐是没可能得到的。
幸福，是要两人一起去寻找的。
你觉得呢？

有时侯，时间往往都会是很多人的好朋友。因为，
时间，能让人忘记一切不开心的。
时间，能让人寻找到真爱。
时间，还可以被人们利用，成为借口！
那，你说时间是不是很多人的好朋友？

对我来说，时间，我不大喜欢它。
不想说出原因。

其实啊，我每天都在反复地检讨自己。
到底，我在做的是对还是错？还是，我做得不够好吗？
但却在另一方面，害怕从前的恶梦再次重演！
觉得自己好傻哦！太敏感了！一直都在胡思乱想！
真的不想再这样下去了！！
因为我也很累。。很累。。
给我一点安全感好吗？再多加一点点的关心。
那就够了。真的够了。
我只是想要一次开心的度过我的生日。

.... 可以吗？


p/s: missing you..

Your LOVE to me is the greatest gift of all..

Please.. LOVE me more than i do.



I LOVE YOU.. YES, i do!

我又怎么啦？

为什么当所有人都很开心的时候，我发觉只有我是伤心的那一位。
累的感觉又来了，心灵再次不正常了。
突然间，觉得所有的伴侣都很幸福，很快乐。
我真的很羡慕。真的。
我又怎么啦？！！怎么又再哭了？怎么啦？
又在害怕？到底是怎么了？

难道我做得不够好吗？