呆在家裏一整天了。聼著抒情的歌曲，腦裏還是想著那些不應該想的事情。我的心真的好煩好亂！已經有好幾個星期了，到現在我的心情都還不能平復下來！究竟是爲了什麽？我自己還正在尋找著答案。
不知道是不是在鏡頭前演太多，現在卻患上了職業病。發覺自己在人們面前不停地在掩飾著自己的傷心與失落。把自己變得好像有點假似的。一路以來，大多數的人都會找我傾訴他們的瑣碎煩事，對生活的不滿。可是，他們只會對我說，只要我聆聽他們，還有要我的意見。可是，當我告訴他們關於我的事情的時候，卻沒有人會真正的願意聼我說。我的心真的好混亂！！到底是他們自私？還是沒人會理會我的點點滴滴？又或者是他們根本對我的瑣碎煩事不感興趣？那，他們以爲我對他們的瑣碎煩事真的那麽感興趣嗎？他們從來就不會明白，不會了解當一個人好煩好煩的時候，是不想聆聽任何東西，甚至是不想說話！可能他們是知道的，只是從來都不會去顧慮別人的感受！做人是這樣的麽？
其實，我還蠻後悔給自己一個月的休假，把手上一整個月的工作推了。如果還可以選擇，我會不停地工作！因爲只有那樣子我才會沒有時間亂想！亂想那些已成事實可是還不能接受的傷心事！
羡慕？妒忌？都不是。只能怪自己為什麽不在他踏出第一步後，做出反應。可是，一切都已經太遲了。
我記得我曾經寫過這樣的一段:
'想起以前每天叫醒你的時候；在一起用餐的時候；在一起開懷大笑的時候；在一起分擔失落的時候；還有睡在你身旁的幸福感覺....以前的兩人早餐，現在..只能是一場夢.....'。
對，一切都只能是一場夢。只是，..這一場夢會延續多久？幾時會結束？這還是未知數...
Monday, March 8, 2010
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Does L.O.V.E hurts? ...... NO!
'Everyone says love hurts, but that isn't true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.''
Clear now? ;))
Clear now? ;))
- By2 -
在留意只有１7歲的By2已经有一段時間了。慢慢地發覺他們的天份与潛力一直不斷地在發揮！在他們的新专専輯＜TWINS＞里的其中一首主打＂我知道＂，更呈現出另一面的By2！
來自新加坡的雙胞胎少女團體By2，為了挑戰夢想參加了「海蝶森林」，從2500人的競爭裡脫穎而出，2008年By2首度出現在台灣、新加坡、馬來西 亞、中國內地…等各大網站，清秀稚氣的模樣加上精湛的舞蹈，一曝光便成功的引起網友高度注目！經過了台北、東京、北京三大城市的洗禮與音樂產業最嚴峻的訓 練，By2帶著父親臨終的祝福以16歲稚齡的姿態勇敢站華語樂壇的舞台。
2008 年3月發行首張專輯【16未成年】，能歌善舞的兩人打著『16年前的安室奈美惠，7年前的寶兒，2008年的By2』名號，成功站穩進軍樂壇的第一步，專 輯發行後立刻引起網友熱烈迴響，甜美外型+動靜皆宜的實力大受宅男族喜愛，成為新一代宅男殺手，締造華語樂壇另類宅經濟奇蹟！2009年這對青春正漾的超 萌美少女夾帶著無可取代的優勢發行第二張專輯【Twins】，告別16未成熟，微笑迎接17歲。
来聽聽By2的 ''我知道'' 吧！ ;)
來自新加坡的雙胞胎少女團體By2，為了挑戰夢想參加了「海蝶森林」，從2500人的競爭裡脫穎而出，2008年By2首度出現在台灣、新加坡、馬來西 亞、中國內地…等各大網站，清秀稚氣的模樣加上精湛的舞蹈，一曝光便成功的引起網友高度注目！經過了台北、東京、北京三大城市的洗禮與音樂產業最嚴峻的訓 練，By2帶著父親臨終的祝福以16歲稚齡的姿態勇敢站華語樂壇的舞台。
2008 年3月發行首張專輯【16未成年】，能歌善舞的兩人打著『16年前的安室奈美惠，7年前的寶兒，2008年的By2』名號，成功站穩進軍樂壇的第一步，專 輯發行後立刻引起網友熱烈迴響，甜美外型+動靜皆宜的實力大受宅男族喜愛，成為新一代宅男殺手，締造華語樂壇另類宅經濟奇蹟！2009年這對青春正漾的超 萌美少女夾帶著無可取代的優勢發行第二張專輯【Twins】，告別16未成熟，微笑迎接17歲。
来聽聽By2的 ''我知道'' 吧！ ;)
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
My life as a free-lancer! ;)
Oh gosh! Have to go travel again! (Travel = Money)
Luckily this time is just Singapore. :))
Back from Taiwan and Bangkok last month. And actually made me broke. Sighs..
Luckily again that those jobs are keep coming to me! Events (Nike, Coca-Cola, Sony FIFA World Cup, Heineken, and etc), 'Marks and Spencer' Photo Test Shoot, 'Cuti-Cuti Raya' Test Shoot, 'MOT' Cast Video, '100Plus' TV Commercial, Magazine Anniversary Parties, and a few TVC castings. Sometimes i really do think that me, myself is a lucky person. (Happy go lucky~) Hehe.. ;))
So, no worries for the coming trips! (Singapore in Oct, Bali in Nov, and South Korea in early of December for my birthday!, Hong Kong in end of Dec for Christmas, ShangHai in Feb 2010 for Chinese New Year, Tokyo in May/June 2010, and REST!)
**Matta fair help me to save a lot! haha
Also, coming items are up to shop and is a MUST to grab~!!!
- iPhone 3GS, 2008 Limited Edition Gucci Sling Bag, ZARA's pvc jacket, skinny jeans, SHOES, shirts, shorts, and so much more!! Enjoy the ''Shop till drop'' feelings again! haha! :))
I LOVE MY JOBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)))
But one thing!! My job as an air-steward! This is so bothering me! and actually make me confused. Sighs.......
Because of this, i've actually started to put on my weight, and go gym oftenly. But in the mean time, i'm taking protein. So, my skin isn't that good. Therefore, i always have to put on some light make-up and do Facials! Sighs..!! Self-esteem............LOW!!!
Anyhow, i still have to make up my mind whether i want to further studies in Taiwan or get my ass on the flying journey!!
This is really something that i have to seriously think about!
Honey!!!! Don't stay in LA and Vancouver too long!! Come back and help your babe to make this tough decision!! :((
Luckily this time is just Singapore. :))
Back from Taiwan and Bangkok last month. And actually made me broke. Sighs..
Luckily again that those jobs are keep coming to me! Events (Nike, Coca-Cola, Sony FIFA World Cup, Heineken, and etc), 'Marks and Spencer' Photo Test Shoot, 'Cuti-Cuti Raya' Test Shoot, 'MOT' Cast Video, '100Plus' TV Commercial, Magazine Anniversary Parties, and a few TVC castings. Sometimes i really do think that me, myself is a lucky person. (Happy go lucky~) Hehe.. ;))
So, no worries for the coming trips! (Singapore in Oct, Bali in Nov, and South Korea in early of December for my birthday!, Hong Kong in end of Dec for Christmas, ShangHai in Feb 2010 for Chinese New Year, Tokyo in May/June 2010, and REST!)
**Matta fair help me to save a lot! haha
Also, coming items are up to shop and is a MUST to grab~!!!
- iPhone 3GS, 2008 Limited Edition Gucci Sling Bag, ZARA's pvc jacket, skinny jeans, SHOES, shirts, shorts, and so much more!! Enjoy the ''Shop till drop'' feelings again! haha! :))
I LOVE MY JOBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)))
But one thing!! My job as an air-steward! This is so bothering me! and actually make me confused. Sighs.......
Because of this, i've actually started to put on my weight, and go gym oftenly. But in the mean time, i'm taking protein. So, my skin isn't that good. Therefore, i always have to put on some light make-up and do Facials! Sighs..!! Self-esteem............LOW!!!
Anyhow, i still have to make up my mind whether i want to further studies in Taiwan or get my ass on the flying journey!!
This is really something that i have to seriously think about!
Honey!!!! Don't stay in LA and Vancouver too long!! Come back and help your babe to make this tough decision!! :((
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Just Don't Know WHY ....
In this century, means now..
I'm still don't know why are some people likes to being soooooo THICK SKIN??
Please people, stop to showing off around!! Other people are not gonna dying for it! And please just keep it for yourself! YES! ONLY FOR YOURSELF! and stop to being so thick skin and think that you're the only one.
Just keep everything for yourself. Just tell when ONLY people ask! =)
I'm still don't know why are some people likes to being soooooo THICK SKIN??
Please people, stop to showing off around!! Other people are not gonna dying for it! And please just keep it for yourself! YES! ONLY FOR YOURSELF! and stop to being so thick skin and think that you're the only one.
Just keep everything for yourself. Just tell when ONLY people ask! =)
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