Marcus Elle's..

身在異國的我…

2011-01-27T06:02:00.005+08:00

零下三度。一個人走到異國大概已經有四個月了。
最近的心情，不知道該怎麽形容。
幾乎每一天都需要靠安眠藥入睡。
現在的我，不是應該開心才是嗎？
縂覺得最近的情歌都會讓人落淚。
一個人的行李，看了縂會覺得寂寞。
想要的，還是在期望。
不想要的，總是迎面而來。
一個人的這些日子，
孤單地過了好多個節日。
就是因爲節日，提醒了我孤單。
從秋季到冬季，就快要到春季了。
我還能忍耐幾個季候呢？
告訴自己寂寞不痛，可是落下的淚又是什麽？
想念會痛！寂寞會痛！傷心會痛！
哭泣會痛！裝傻會痛！
現在的我，笑的時候…也會痛。
從一開始，
明知道他是錯的人，明知道那不是緣份，
明知道愛情並不牢靠，
但是我還是拼命往裏跳。
現在，我該滿是傷痕了吧。
竟然已犧牲到這個地步…
是該放棄？還是繼續？
這個問題，想了想…
到現在大概我已經想了四年了…

I am tired of trying to be myself..

2010-04-19T18:34:00.002+08:00

I'm tired of deleting everything I write because it's so complex and filled with I's.
Of being the downer person who think so much about things.
Everywhere I go, people laugh and joke, chat animatedly and never seem to bear a weight upon their shoulders.
I always feel like the outsider, the one whose given up making an effort to fit in because I know in my heart it's just trying to be someone I'm not.
The advice those people around me give is, just be yourself!
I am myself and it's not enough for you.

I'm tired of justifying the person I am, when if I told you a fraction of the life I'd have your eyes would widen and immediately your opinion would change from indifference to impression.
I shouldn't have to do that. I won't do that. But ultimately by not, I'm damning myself to the outer fringes of the group.

Oh. I'm just tired...!

累了…

2010-04-07T11:27:00.002+08:00

覺得今天的雲朵好像不太一樣。是心情所影響的關係，還是真的‘雨過天晴’麽？

一切的過去都好像已發生好幾十年似的。感覺有點累了。
雖説‘休息是爲了走更遠的路’。可是，我卻馬不停蹄地越走越遠…
不是為了要連夜趕路到達目的地，而是希望能趕緊把一切不愉快的統統都給忘掉。
與其等待雨後的那片晴天，也許馬不停蹄，應該就是目前最好的療方吧?

那些不愉快的還是不停地在心裏徘徊。
一年接一年，雙眼已再也擠不出一點咸。想哭，就只能在心裏哭。

爲了一個人，我竟然放棄了好多能實現夢想的機會。
爲了一個人，我竟然忽略了金錢的重要性。
爲了一個人，我竟然忘了時間是不能倒流的。
爲了一個人，我竟然已忘了自我。

到後來，我醒覺，原來完完全全的爲了一個人，就等於徹底地毀了自己。
自己的選擇，誰也不能被怨。

雖説一切已成回憶，但，思念好像已成為了一種習慣……

我累了……

亂... 煩... 不知所措......

2010-03-08T21:20:00.003+08:00

呆在家裏一整天了。聼著抒情的歌曲，腦裏還是想著那些不應該想的事情。我的心真的好煩好亂！已經有好幾個星期了，到現在我的心情都還不能平復下來！究竟是爲了什麽？我自己還正在尋找著答案。

不知道是不是在鏡頭前演太多，現在卻患上了職業病。發覺自己在人們面前不停地在掩飾著自己的傷心與失落。把自己變得好像有點假似的。一路以來，大多數的人都會找我傾訴他們的瑣碎煩事，對生活的不滿。可是，他們只會對我說，只要我聆聽他們，還有要我的意見。可是，當我告訴他們關於我的事情的時候，卻沒有人會真正的願意聼我說。我的心真的好混亂！！到底是他們自私？還是沒人會理會我的點點滴滴？又或者是他們根本對我的瑣碎煩事不感興趣？那，他們以爲我對他們的瑣碎煩事真的那麽感興趣嗎？他們從來就不會明白，不會了解當一個人好煩好煩的時候，是不想聆聽任何東西，甚至是不想說話！可能他們是知道的，只是從來都不會去顧慮別人的感受！做人是這樣的麽？

其實，我還蠻後悔給自己一個月的休假，把手上一整個月的工作推了。如果還可以選擇，我會不停地工作！因爲只有那樣子我才會沒有時間亂想！亂想那些已成事實可是還不能接受的傷心事！
羡慕？妒忌？都不是。只能怪自己為什麽不在他踏出第一步後，做出反應。可是，一切都已經太遲了。
我記得我曾經寫過這樣的一段:

'想起以前每天叫醒你的時候；在一起用餐的時候；在一起開懷大笑的時候；在一起分擔失落的時候；還有睡在你身旁的幸福感覺....以前的兩人早餐，現在..只能是一場夢.....'。

對，一切都只能是一場夢。只是，..這一場夢會延續多久？幾時會結束？這還是未知數...

Does L.O.V.E hurts? ...... NO!

2009-09-16T03:01:00.002+08:00

'Everyone says love hurts, but that isn't true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.''

Clear now? ;))

- By2 -

2009-09-16T01:35:00.002+08:00

在留意只有１7歲的By2已经有一段時間了。慢慢地發覺他們的天份与潛力一直不斷地在發揮！在他們的新专専輯＜TWINS＞里的其中一首主打＂我知道＂，更呈現出另一面的By2！

來自新加坡的雙胞胎少女團體By2，為了挑戰夢想參加了「海蝶森林」，從2500人的競爭裡脫穎而出，2008年By2首度出現在台灣、新加坡、馬來西亞、中國內地…等各大網站，清秀稚氣的模樣加上精湛的舞蹈，一曝光便成功的引起網友高度注目！經過了台北、東京、北京三大城市的洗禮與音樂產業最嚴峻的訓練，By2帶著父親臨終的祝福以16歲稚齡的姿態勇敢站華語樂壇的舞台。

2008 年3月發行首張專輯【16未成年】，能歌善舞的兩人打著『16年前的安室奈美惠，7年前的寶兒，2008年的By2』名號，成功站穩進軍樂壇的第一步，專輯發行後立刻引起網友熱烈迴響，甜美外型+動靜皆宜的實力大受宅男族喜愛，成為新一代宅男殺手，締造華語樂壇另類宅經濟奇蹟！2009年這對青春正漾的超萌美少女夾帶著無可取代的優勢發行第二張專輯【Twins】，告別16未成熟，微笑迎接17歲。

来聽聽By2的 ''我知道'' 吧！ ;)

My life as a free-lancer! ;)

2009-09-15T02:18:00.003+08:00

Oh gosh! Have to go travel again! (Travel = Money)
Luckily this time is just Singapore. :))

Back from Taiwan and Bangkok last month. And actually made me broke. Sighs..
Luckily again that those jobs are keep coming to me! Events (Nike, Coca-Cola, Sony FIFA World Cup, Heineken, and etc), 'Marks and Spencer' Photo Test Shoot, 'Cuti-Cuti Raya' Test Shoot, 'MOT' Cast Video, '100Plus' TV Commercial, Magazine Anniversary Parties, and a few TVC castings. Sometimes i really do think that me, myself is a lucky person. (Happy go lucky~) Hehe.. ;))

So, no worries for the coming trips! (Singapore in Oct, Bali in Nov, and South Korea in early of December for my birthday!, Hong Kong in end of Dec for Christmas, ShangHai in Feb 2010 for Chinese New Year, Tokyo in May/June 2010, and REST!)
**Matta fair help me to save a lot! haha

Also, coming items are up to shop and is a MUST to grab~!!!
- iPhone 3GS, 2008 Limited Edition Gucci Sling Bag, ZARA's pvc jacket, skinny jeans, SHOES, shirts, shorts, and so much more!! Enjoy the ''Shop till drop'' feelings again! haha! :))

I LOVE MY JOBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)))

But one thing!! My job as an air-steward! This is so bothering me! and actually make me confused. Sighs.......
Because of this, i've actually started to put on my weight, and go gym oftenly. But in the mean time, i'm taking protein. So, my skin isn't that good. Therefore, i always have to put on some light make-up and do Facials! Sighs..!! Self-esteem............LOW!!!

Anyhow, i still have to make up my mind whether i want to further studies in Taiwan or get my ass on the flying journey!!

This is really something that i have to seriously think about!

Honey!!!! Don't stay in LA and Vancouver too long!! Come back and help your babe to make this tough decision!! :((

還是在等....

2009-08-25T00:01:00.003+08:00

原來，當一個人不開心的時候，在看多好笑，多有趣的电影，結果都會是一様。
就算在開怀大笑...
笑出來的泪水都不會是開心的。
反而越笑... 會越傷心。

梁文音 - 最幸福的事

Then.....it was.....

2009-07-18T18:10:00.003+08:00

My best song of the week! :)

Just Don't Know WHY ....

2009-07-08T02:56:00.002+08:00

In this century, means now..
I'm still don't know why are some people likes to being soooooo THICK SKIN??
Please people, stop to showing off around!! Other people are not gonna dying for it! And please just keep it for yourself! YES! ONLY FOR YOURSELF! and stop to being so thick skin and think that you're the only one.

Just keep everything for yourself. Just tell when ONLY people ask! =)

2009-07-06T19:00:00.012+08:00

It's been a while. Many of the little things has gone missing so far. But it all are back!
Here are some of the highlights of what i have been doing all these while!

Looking back at those pictures is the best way for me to recall everything! ;)

On 14.June.2009 (Sunday - It was the next day after i came back from Vietnam)
- Daddy's Day Celebration @ Felda Residence Hot Springs and Spa -
My family was celebrated Father's day one week earlier than the actual day.
We were heading to this called, Felda Residence Hot Springs, which located in Sungkai, Perak (i guess) hehe.

Here are some of the picture recaps of the Private Outdoor Jacuzzi:-

It cost only 70MYR/room! (Isn't it cheap? haha!)

On 18.June.2009 (Thursday)
- 'NewMan' Magazine's 6th Anniversary Party @ Mist Club, Bangsar -
The event was strictly by invitation only.
Many of the local artists, VJs, DJs and more of the fabulous people in the town were there! Of course my long time friend - Joey G, he was the Host for the event.
That day i felt like i was just a tiny people there. LOL! :p
But, thanks to NewMan for the invitation.
I was fabulous thou~! LMAO! :D
(I'm still waiting for the media photos)

Here is one of the phone snap:-

And then was on 21.June.2009 (Sunday)
- Jeffrey's birthday @ Hakka Restaurant, Bukit Bintang -
Jeffrey, one of my best and special friend, ever.
We were celebrating his birthday at a Hakka Restaurant, as one of our best friend - Oran from London suggested that.
The guests of the night at the Hakka Restaurant was.. Me, Oran, Bill, Matt, Warren, and Joseph.

Here is the photo.

Front from left: Joseph, Jeffrey, Me, and Matt.
Back from left: Bill, Warren, and Oran.

We have been to a club after the dinner. And keep the celebration goin' on non-stop with more friends coming in! Karen, Vivian, Vincent, Joshua, and more. And made the party happened.
About everything or anything happened on the club is P&C! haha! (That's the way to let people try to use their imagination to think how wild we could be on the club! haha!)
We ended up headed home at 3am. While Me and Matt been to this mamak stall nearby his place for a light supper.

Here he is... (He likes Soya Bean! A LOT!! lol)

And this is the most recent one.
On 3.July.2009 (Friday) until 5.July.2009 (Sunday)
- Oran's Big 50th Birthday Celebration @ Penang Island -
Oran, a close friend of mine. He's from London, UK.
And this time, is Oran's turn to celebrates his birthday after Jeffrey's.
We got about 30 people around the world gathered in one place for the celebration! Such as, Oran's comrades from UK, US, Taiwan, Thailand, Singapore, South Africa, Australia, Ireland, and Malaysia. =)
Oran has booked 4 of the presidential suites and several honeymoon suites for 30 people. Of course Jeffrey will be my roommate this time. So, me and Jeffrey were staying together with Oran and Bill in the biggest presidential suite. Yes! Only 4 of us! haha! :D
The biggest presidential suite is on the top floor (38th floor) with unblocked seaview around! And in the suite includes, two bed-rooms with private jacuzzi, and a private sauna in the master bed room. :) Also, two living rooms, one bartender, one long rest bed, one 43'' TV, two 29'' TV for both rooms, and so much more!!! hahaha! :D
The whole main thing started with jumping into the pool ! And followed by Jacuzzi, Sauna and a hot shower! What a day!!! haha! We have gathered at 8pm for our dinner. We have been to a big foodcourt. But, the taste of the food wasn't that good. hehe.. Maybe i'm just picky! :p
And the first party starts at 11pm! With all the people joined together in Oran's siute. 'Cause it's the main room for parties! haha! For your information, Oran is also a Dj in the club!! But, the first night of the celebration began with the club music by Bradley (Oran's comrade from UK). In the meantime, Oran was given such a touching speeches and an amazing cake was presented before the party started.
The party was awesome and the crowd went absolutely crazy!! And it eventually ended up in the wee small hours!
After the first night, some of us took some time off party at the pool side for recovery. Apart from sunbathing, some candid yet meaningful conversation were exchanged at the lazy afternoon. :)
And then dinner, party and so on. It all repeat just one more time!!!! And the 2nd night of the party was absolutely gone WILD! (Can't you imagine i was taking off my pants in front of everyone? lol) This time, ended up at 11am! yes! It was 11am on the next day! Which mean Sunday! haha~! We are just a group of Party Animals! Yeah~ ! *wink*
After a few hours sleep, got my luggage packed and head back to KL.

Here are some of the picture recaps!

*Bartender (With full of Audio Set, Lap Tops, Spinning Set and etc)*

*Living Room 1 (After Party)*

*Living Room 1 (After Party) with seaview*

*Living Room 2 (a.k.a Smoking Area) hehe*

*Long Rest Bed (With unblocked City and Seaview)*

*Wash Room in Master Bed Room (With private jacuzzi and sauna)*

*Jacuzzi in 2nd Room (a.k.a My room)*
- inside the picture: My best friend, visited me in Penang-

*At the pool side (with Matt)*

*In our room (With Jeffrey)*

*Oran posing for the camera! hehe*

*Jeffrey*

That's all at the moment.. There will be more to come! Ciao!! *wink*

还会傻笑..

2009-06-04T19:25:00.003+08:00

晚上七点五十九分聆听着吴克群的＇爱太痛＇。

昨天早上，我八点多就爬了起来，准备出去和朋友吃早餐还有看电影。一个人很疲倦地在开车，停在红绿灯的时候，从后镜一望！我整个人突然间精神了起来！在我后面那辆车的司机竟然是他！我拿开了太阳眼镜再仔细地望！原来，我看错了。真的很糊涂。。可是这也让我知道，其实我还蛮想见到他。

时间慢慢地。。慢慢地过。。
在心中的那口气，原来，已经消了好久好久。。
反而却从憎恨变成了想念。
因为，
在红灯转换成绿灯后，
我在傻笑。

晚间八点二十分聆听着A－Mei的＇快乐眼泪＇。

完。

我以为..

2009-05-04T21:59:00.002+08:00

我一直都在想，其实那真的是个误会吗？
对我来说，那，算是个误会。
可是对于他，我想他一定是把我恨得入心入骨。
我以为过了那么久，他已经会把事情淡忘了。
遇见时都会打个招呼或者笑一个那样吧～
可是, ...
我错了。

我虽然觉得他当时有那样的必要那么做吗？
但，那是他的选择。
至少.. 我笑了。

Oh F**K!!

2009-05-03T00:07:00.002+08:00

OH MY DAMN GOD!!! What's happening on me!!! Again!!!!!!!!!!!!
The feeling is back!!!!! Shit! Why???? It's weird! Jealousy making me wants to cry!!!
Oh fuck! Why am i still care about it?? It's none of my fucking business!!!! Arrggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM JUST SO DAMN SILLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

L.O.V.Empty

2009-05-02T23:50:00.004+08:00

看见一些blogger写关于爱情的blog。不仅的又让我想到，爱情究竟是什么呢？有时候觉得爱情是要看个人的看法咯！

安慰人的时候，就会说爱情这烦人的东西！要不要都算了吧！
生气的时候，就会说爱情这另人讨厌的东西！为什么会存在呢？！！
可是，当自己寂寞的时候，就会觉得，爱情啊～你可以来拜访我吗？？

爱，就是这样的一种东西...
开心的时候，爱情是很美妙的！
伤心的时候，爱情，你是毒药吗？

不知不觉，我已经单身了将近五个月。
这四个月多里面，我偶然地还会想起他。
记得起初刚分手的时候，每当别人问起我怎么样？还好吗？
我一定会回答他们说 ' 我当然好啦！现在还比之前来得开心呢! '
可是，自己心里真正是怎么想，相信有过爱情挫折的人，都会了解吧。

分手了以后，我才发现原来，出现问题的人其实是我。
虽然，已发现其实我就是出现问题的人。可是，我没想过要认错或复合之内的想法。
因为，我就当做这就是我应该从错误中学习。
也就给机会好好地检讨自己。

最近，有一位朋友他正在为感情的事而烦恼着。他问我 ' 其实时间是不是真的可以冲淡一切呢？' 我回答：' 是! '
我觉得，其实 ' 时间可以冲淡一切 ' 只是个安慰的说法。
因为时间，可以是一天，一年，还是一辈子呢？
怎么样都好，其实唯一可以冲淡一切的是你自己。
如果你是那种很容易放得下／看得开的人，你很快地，就会痊愈。
可是，如果你是那种留恋／看不开的人，相信你会很辛苦地在过着生活吧。

说真的，分手了以后，你还继续伤心／难过下去，他会知道你在为他伤心吗？
或许，他知道了以后会觉得你很白痴呢！
无论你怎么难过，这地球还是一样的在旋转，人们还是一样的生活着，所有的东西都不会为了你而改变。反而，如果你再伤心下去，还会另到身边的人为你担心呢！
所以，学会放开。这才是每个人在受到挫折时必须要学习的！

其他人可以逗你开心，可是，真正的开心.. 快乐，唯有自己才能给到自己。

没有爱人又怎样？那只不过是给自己机会在享受孤独~ 没什么大不了！=)

从今天开始学习看开／放开，把所有不开心的抛到后头！
为了美好的未来，往幸福！快乐！更好的生活前进!!!!!!!! ;)

GOOD LUCK~! =)

他.. ..

2009-04-08T22:57:00.002+08:00

突然间很想Blog关于我一位比较要好的朋友。我对他的看法，我的感觉。

虽然在我所认识的朋友里面，从外地来到吉隆坡念书／工作的，只是我认识的都已经是近百个了。可是，我对他，我这位比较要好的朋友的看法, 比起其他的，他算是不一样的。

他是来自马来西亚，吉打州。几年前到了这里念书。
我记得他跟我说过，他当初到达这里的时候是一个很寂寞的人。因为这里是完全没有一个他所认识的人。
起初那几天，幸好有姐姐的陪伴。不过，在以后的日子就得靠自己了。

他除了跟我有很多共同点以外，我本身还蛮欣赏他做人的意志力，和观念。不是每个人都可以很容易就做到。

他在几个月前已经毕业了。现已投身社会将近两个月。:)
昨晚在他家过夜的时候，他告诉我,.. 他会在安定一切后买车, 申请信用卡，还有很多之前无法实现的。
虽然我跟他相识了才那么一年的时间，可是却好像慢慢地看着他长大似的。(或许应该说是我们都看着对方长大吧！哈哈！)

他的人是属于比较顺的那种，所以很多时候都会被 '那些人' 欺负！真的想不懂为什么＇那些人＇可以酱做！想起来还蛮生气的！

他除了比较顺以外，很幸运地他不是那种随便讨厌人的那种人！
说起了这种人，我真的很不明白为什么有＇些人＇，都已经不是十多二十岁了！
还会有那种随便讨厌人的幼稚心态！
那为什么不在讨厌对方之前，先想想... 对方是否很喜欢你吗？或许，在你还没讨厌对方之前，对方已经是对你很不满的呢！

话说回来，我觉得我这位要好的朋友，他真的很有上进心！他不但一个人住在陌生的新家，就连很多时候都是一个人的。因为他的朋友都在毕业后，大家经已个分东西了。

每天乘搭交通工具上，下班／去健身中心。
回到家里，一个人的在客厅上网，过后睡觉。
直到明天，又再重复一切。
感觉上，这样的生活还蛮健康的～
如果从另一方面来看，这给我，是一个很寂寞的生活。

每个人面对寂寞，忙碌，都只是为了一天三餐。
天下哪会有免费的午餐呢？这... 就是个事实。

所以呢.. 真的很希望他，我这位要好的朋友可以坚持下去！继续努力！什么事情，我都会撑你的！:)

其他的外地朋友们也要好好地活下去！其实成功离我们不远！我们一起努力吧！;)

Wow! I'm back again! =)

2009-02-28T23:55:00.001+08:00

It's been a long time huh..~ ^^

From the last blog until now.. already more than a month, i guess! :)
Just in a month times. I've gone through sadness, happiness, been betrayed, and lotssssss!

But, I AM still ME ! Marcus is still here~!!! hehe!!~

Let's SEE what was happend in the past whole month!! *wink*

28th Feb. 2009 (Sat)

Afternoon - Bored till had fun with Bryan C. and Melvin

@ Melvin's Semi-D, Sri Hartamas

27th Feb. 2009 (Fri)

(Not feeling Well today... :-( )

Dinner with Shan, Freda, Alby and... Colin

@ Nathan's, OUG.

26th Feb. 2009 (Thurs)

Noon - Shopping, Manicure/Pedicure, and Lunch with Nai Nai and Shan

@ Bangsar

Shopping and Light Lunch with Nai Nai and Shan

@ Delicious, Mid Valley

**I Like This Pic!! hehe~ **

Evening - Hair Wash, Cut, and Treatment

@ Brian's Saloon, Kepong

Dinner - With Nai Nai and Shan

@ Old Town Kopitiam, Kepong.

24th Feb. 2009 (Tues)

Dinner - Steamboat with Sis

@ Yuen, Sunway

After dinner - Went to Maxis Center with Nai Nai

@ Sunway Pyramid

Supper - With Alby, Nai Nai, Freda, Edmund, and Wan Wah

@ Nathan's, OUG

After Supper (Mid-Night) - Went to Beach with Nai Nai and Freda

@ Sepang GoldCoast

--- Non-stop ---

Morning (About 4:30am) - Breakfast Dim Sum with Nai Nai and Freda

@ Dai Ka Seng Dim Sum, Seri Petaling

23rd Feb. 2009 (Mon)

Afternoon - Lunch with Kah Yan and David

@ Madam Wong, Sungei Wang.

Dinner with Kah Yan

@ Old Town Kopitiam, Cheras.

Supper with Nai Nai

@ Steven Corner, Pandan Indah.

22nd Feb. 2009 (Sun)

Supper with Michelle, Shan, and Freda

@ Nathan's, OUG.

After Supper - Pillow Talk with Michelle and Freda

@ Michelle's Paradise

21st Feb. 2009 (Sat)

Late Night - Clubbin with Nai Nai, Michelle, Alby, Kian Thong, Freda, Kah Yan, Bryan, Freda, Stephanie, Jess, and Ernest Wan.

@ Space, KL.

Supper with the same whole gang

@ Petaling Street

20th Feb. 2009 (Fri)

High-Tea with Nai Nai

@ Old Town Kopitiam, Seri Kembangan.

Late Night - Karaoke and Drinks with Danny

@ Green Box, Cheras Selatan and Cheras Perdana

After Drinks with Danny - (About 430am)

Back to Shooting Studio

@ TV3/8TV Sri Pentas, Bandar Utama

-- Non-Stop ---

Breakfast (About 9am) with Asst.Director, Actors, Actress and Crews

@ One World Hotel, Bandar Utama

18th Feb. 2009 (Wed)

Afternoon - Hair Wash with Nai Nai

@ Brian's Saloon, Kepong.

Evening - Michelle's House with Nai Nai, Shan, and Freda

Dinner with Nai Nai, Michelle, Shan, Freda and Pau

@ Green Valley Restaurant, Seri Petaling.

17th Feb. 2009 (Tues)

Morning/Afternoon - Movie and Shopping with Oliver

@ One Utama

Lunch with Oliver

@ Delicious, One Utama

Dinner with Nai Nai

@ Delicious, Bangsar

Body Massage with Nai Nai

@ Bangsar

16th Feb. 2009 (Mon)

Fun with Daniel, Jack, Dennis, and Kenny

@ Daniel's Condo, Sri Hartamas

15th Feb. 2009 (Sun)

Afternoon - Shopping with Nai Nai

@ Bangsar

Dinner with Nai Nai

@ Banana Leaf, Bangsar

Late Night - Clubbin with Nai Nai, Fai, and Josh

@ Quattro, Avenue K

14th Feb. 2009 (Sat)

Happy Valentine's Day! =)

Got 5-7 people asked me out. (Maybe they know that i'm Single?? lol..)

But, i've decided to stay at home. ! Sorry~ hehe... =)

13th Feb. 2009 (Fri)

Afternoon -

Shopping and Lunch with Nai Nai

@ Shushi Zan Mai, The Gardens.

Dinner/Drinks with Nai Nai

@ Delicious, Mid Valley.

Late Night -

Meet with BB

@ Puchong

12th Feb. 2009 (Thurs)

Lunch with Nai Nai

@ Xiao Xiu Ting Cafe, Seri Kembangan.

11th Feb. 2009 (Wed)

Morning - Back to my college And taken breakfast alone
@ Old Town, Cheras.

Afternoon - Lunch and Shopping with Nai Nai

@ Coffee Bean, Pavilion.

Dinner with Nai Nai

@ Yau Yat Chun, Sg Wang, KL.

10th Feb. 2009 (Tues)

(Kian Thong's Birthday! '' Happy Birthday! '' )

Thought of i could finally take a good rest home... but, at the middle way of dreams.. i think it was about 2am.. Got a called from the malay director. Asked me to be back to the shooting studio (@ Bandar Utama) in 30mins! I was like Oh my god!

The meeting and the small casting was taken about 2 hours to finished.

And i didn't get the role at last. Swtt............ =.='' (coz it's a Malay Drama, and the director said my Malay is not as fluent as others. So, my name will be putting in the wait-call-list.) Swtt.... hehe

9th Feb. 2009 (Mon)

Wash Car with Nai Nai

@ My Place

Supper with Pau

@ Old Town Kopitiam, Cheras

8th Feb. 2009 (Sun)

Supper with Nai Nai

@ Serdang

After supper -

Mahjong/Gin Rummy with Michelle, Kian Thong, BB and Freda

@ Michelle's place

--- Non-Stop ---

Breakfast (About 6am) with Michelle, BB, Kian Thong, and Freda

@ Poon Kei Dim Sum, Seri Petaling

7th Feb. 2009 (Sat)

Clubbin with Jeff and the rest

@ KL

6th Feb. 2009 (Fri)

Lunch with Nai Nai

@ Xiao Xiu Ting, Seri Kembangan.

5th Feb. 2009 (Thurs)

Dinner with Nai Nai - Taken Famous Satay =)

@ Salak South Garden

Night Out Drinks with Jeff, Sam, Mich, and Wen Jun

@ Republic, Sunway.

4th Feb. 2009 (Wed)

Movie with Oliver

@ Mid Valley Megamall

At night - Dinner with Nai Nai

@ Black Canyon, Center Point Damansara

Mid-Night - Karaoke with Nai Nai, Josh, and Eric

@ Neway, Cheras.

3rd Feb. 2009 (Tues)

My Bro's (Michael) 12th Birthday =)

Bro's birthday celebration with family

@ MilWauKee Steak Corner

Got my hair-do

@ Brian's Saloon with Oliver

Supper with Nai Nai (a.k.a. My Best Sis)

@ Serdang

2nd Feb. 2009 (Mon)

Shopping and Movie with Jeff

@ Mid Valley & The Gardens

At night dinner with Jeff - Taken steak

@ Saga Hill

1st Feb. 2009 (Sun)

Movie and Lunch with Oliver (a.k.a My Cousin)

@ Mid Valley and The Gardens

After lunch with Oliver -

Shopping with Nai Nai

@ Pavilion

Dinner (Raw Fish/Lou Sang) with Nai Nai and Pau

@ Quan Yi La Mian, PJ SS2.

31st Jan. 2009 (Sat)

CNY PhotoShoot with pals

@ Shan's Paradise lol

At late night - Clubbin with BB, Isaac, Ernest, Freda, and Ferlyn

@ M.O.S, Sunway.

This CNY 2009.. nothing special. (i think)

28th Jan - 30th Jan. 2009 (Wed-Fri)

Been to Lumut/Pangkor Island with family and Lam Tuck Weng's family.

the fact..

2009-01-27T23:22:00.004+08:00

Saw it on stickgal's blog. and i love this. coz this is the fact that could be happen on many ppl....
includes me?? duno.

http://stickgal.blogspot.com/

it's a meaningful blog.... with just only pictures to express out her feelings... =)

Just speechless..

2009-01-10T02:11:00.003+08:00

Just back from trip with my friends. At first i thought it would be a happy trip for me. Ya, it was. But, something happend on me personally. Making me totally speechless in these few days. Tears dried. Mind is empty. Heart is broken.

Keep listening to this 2 songs '' 我不难过 '' by 孙燕姿 (Sun Yan-Zi) and '' 無底洞 '' by 蔡健雅 (Tanya Chua).

Here are the lyrics.

我不难过 - 孙燕姿

又站在你家的门口我们重复沉默
这样子单方面的守候还能多久
终于你开口向我述说他有多温柔
虽然你还握著我的手
但我已不在你心中
我真的懂你不是喜新厌旧
是我没有陪在你身边当你寂寞时候
别再看著我说著你爱过
别太伤痛我不难过这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂就让我走
让我开始享受自由
回忆很多你的影子也会充满我生活
我并不懦弱你比谁都懂
虽然寂寞这会是我最后的宽容
抱紧我再抱紧
我这一份感动就请你让我留在胸口
别再说是你的错
爱到了尽头是非对错
就让它随风忘了所有过的比你快活
真的懂你不是喜新厌旧
不要再说或许这是最好的结果
现在分手总好过你不爱我一拖再拖
松开你的手离开你左右我向前走
这会是我真正的解脱

無底洞 - 蔡健雅

有时寂寞太沉重　
身边彷佛只是观众
你的感受没有人懂　
难得谁自告奋勇
体贴让人格外感动　
爱上他前后用不到一分钟
嘿　回想恋情的内容　
有谁想过有始有终
不过是一时脆弱让人放纵
嘿穿梭一段又另一段感情中
爱为何总填不满又掏不空
很快就风起云涌　
人类的心是个无底洞　
尝试亲吻尝试拥抱或沟通
没有好感再尝试也没有用
大多数人都相同
喜欢的只是爱情的脸孔
没有谁背后怂恿　
不该爱又爱的冲动
是你害怕孤单而拼命补充　
嘿　回想恋情的内容
有谁想过有始有终
不过是一时脆弱让人放纵

Welcoming the new year of 2009!

2008-12-30T13:15:00.009+08:00

Tomorrow will be the last day in 2008! The time passing by so so so so DAMN FAST! Wrinkles~ Oppss! =)

The last day...how would it be?? Parties?? Or..... just a normal gathering to welcome the brand new year?

For me, how could i welcoming the new year without celebration???!!!!!

OH yea! IT'S PARTY TIME!!! :)

For the past celebration, the Christmas eve, it was great for me! =)

And one thing about that night,... i was busy to go in and out to buy all the stuff and have to help to make drinks, foods, and others! Till i couldn't got enough time to get myself change! Aiks! :P

Anyway...

Let's see some of the pictures on that holy night...

(Before the dinner) This is the main table..

Before the dinner starts...

2nd table..

3rd table...

Colorful balls... lol...

Our cacat's Christmas Tree.. hehe

We're the poser!!!! HAHA

i like this pic!! (From left, Michelle, i, Shan, Alby, & Freda)

(From left, Collin, Alby, i, Pau, Nicholas, Galvin (GreenShirt), Edmund.)

Mich and i...

Swt~ Drama kings and queens.....! :)

Oppss! =)

Besides that.... i got my Christmas Presents!!!!!!!!!! haha!!

This is the one that i love the most...

(i love others too! it's just that it's from someone special.. hehe)

Let's take a look!! hehe...

Cute? haha.. i named it ''DD'' ! :)

Little DD...

Hugs...

Posing with DD.... :)

Okay! that's all at the moment.. more to come and looking forward how would my new year eve's celebration gonna be? hehe.. Would ''YOU'' be here with me? hehe

Wait and see.....

Love,

Marcus

P/S: Happy New Year to Everyone! =)

So So Day~

2008-12-17T00:57:00.006+08:00

Actually reading other people's blogs are quite interesting for me!
Just finished reading one of my friend's blog. i was curious what would he write in his blog?? and i don't even knw that HE HAS A BLOG! lol....

The last contents that i saw was about 'Friend Relationship' ! Seems like everyone is using the so called 'indirectly' way to release their dissatisfaction! So am i... hehe..

For me, friends are actually the best companian. But you have to act smart all the time!! Because not everyone could be trusted. Some will be soooo good to you, it's because they wanted something from you! And some will be good to you, it's because they are really wanted to be good to you. LOL... :P

Anyway, if your friends are back-stabbers... emm... what to do? there's nothing that we could prevent! Right? Just be yourself and let third part to be judge.

Besides yourself, your TRUTH friend(s) is/are actually the person who know you well. Coz certain things that you couldn't see by yourself. But them. :)

That's just a small part of my point of view about friends...
Damn tired and sleepy.... want to sleep now......

By the way, my friends.. wish you guys luck!! hehe...

Good Night~
Hugs......

p/s: the ways for me to conquer about those troubles of Friend Relationship are.............. NOT TO THINK SO MUCH! JUST BE MYSELF ! IF THEY DON'T LIKE ME.... JUST F**K OFF!!!!! And be Happy~ That's me! hehe :)

and i will try to think other happy things... like....... this!!

PARIS !!!! i'm coming soon! hehe..... :)

Nite nite~ ^^

What a ''HAPPY'' birthday!

2008-12-07T21:59:00.002+08:00

Wow! Yesterday's birthday celebration just can use a word to describe.. '' WOW!!''

Got an unexpected number of wishes! Until now, got and getting over 250 birthday wishes thru E-mails, Web-Pages, Profiles, SMS, Calls, and others! Touching!!! hehe...

Thanks you guys so much for the wishes and those lovely presents.... FRIENDS~

Muacksssss!!
Hugs..........

Luv,
Marcus =)

Happy Birthday 2008

2008-12-06T04:08:00.003+08:00

Received over 100 birthday wishes from my FRIENDS thru E-mails, SMS, calls, Web-Page, and others. Thanks guys..!
Just feelings thankful to have FRIENDS!
Thanks for everything!

Hugs and kisses..

Luv,
Marcus

** Happy birthday to myself~ ^^ **

Happy 2nd Monthsary! & Happy b'day to myself on 6th Dec!

2008-12-05T01:55:00.002+08:00

觉得爱情其实好像。。有时在拍电视剧，有时却在拍电影。
无论是电影还是电视剧，自己都会是戏中的主角。
在之前的戏里，我一向来都会是演一个很倔强，很坚强，从来不会被别人伤害自己感情的角色。可是，正在拍摄的这一部，我却是一个体弱多病，内心脆弱，很敏感的角色。
肯定没有资格去争夺最佳主角了。

之前的我，真的受够了被出卖的滋味。
所以，一直都很害怕会再次享用三人的烛光晚餐。
简单的说，就是恶梦！
有谁会允许把自己的无价宝，公开给人们分享呢？
你？又或者是你？相信结果，会是没有人。

以前觉得 ' 爱情让人受尽委屈 ' 这句话很好笑。可是，领悟过了。
发现，对！爱情真的会让人受委屈。
可是这次，又会是怎样的爱情呢？

一直都觉得，幸福其实离自己不远。可是，到现在都还是个疑问。
朋友们经常都会告诉我，其实幸福，单方面的去追逐是没可能得到的。
幸福，是要两人一起去寻找的。
你觉得呢？

有时侯，时间往往都会是很多人的好朋友。因为，
时间，能让人忘记一切不开心的。
时间，能让人寻找到真爱。
时间，还可以被人们利用，成为借口！
那，你说时间是不是很多人的好朋友？

对我来说，时间，我不大喜欢它。
不想说出原因。

其实啊，我每天都在反复地检讨自己。
到底，我在做的是对还是错？还是，我做得不够好吗？
但却在另一方面，害怕从前的恶梦再次重演！
觉得自己好傻哦！太敏感了！一直都在胡思乱想！
真的不想再这样下去了！！
因为我也很累。。很累。。
给我一点安全感好吗？再多加一点点的关心。
那就够了。真的够了。
我只是想要一次开心的度过我的生日。

.... 可以吗？

p/s: missing you..

Your LOVE to me is the greatest gift of all..

2008-12-03T18:47:00.005+08:00

Please.. LOVE me more than i do.

I LOVE YOU.. YES, i do!

我又怎么啦？

2008-12-02T20:15:00.001+08:00

为什么当所有人都很开心的时候，我发觉只有我是伤心的那一位。
累的感觉又来了，心灵再次不正常了。
突然间，觉得所有的伴侣都很幸福，很快乐。
我真的很羡慕。真的。
我又怎么啦？！！怎么又再哭了？怎么啦？
又在害怕？到底是怎么了？

难道我做得不够好吗？

我错了..

2008-11-28T05:49:00.000+08:00

我想是我做错了。爱一个人，真的很不应该去怀疑他所做的一切一切。是我错了。我每一分钟每一秒都在想着他。在我们还没在一起之前，他已经跟我说过，他会是一个很纳闷的人。他不是没关心我，而是他用了另外一种方式来疼爱，关心。这一次，是我错了。我真的觉得我太爱他了。所以真的真的很怕会失去他。一直不断地对自己说，就算他真的在外面有别人，那又能算什么呢？我只要做好我自己的本份，全心全意地去爱他，就好了。现在是凌晨五点半了，我真的好想好想他。如果你在看着这片blog，我想告诉你，我以后都不会好像昨天那样问你，还有，对不起。。我真的好想你。我爱你。以后都别吵架了，好吗？还有，你以后做什么事，我都不会再干涉了。每次想你的时候，我只会发个短讯给你。就算没回我，我没事的。就算再担心，我不会再多想了。就算好想每天都跟你在一起，我知道你忙，我会习惯的。真的会。

拥有一段没有回应的爱情，我，很怕..很怕..

2008-11-27T21:59:00.000+08:00

其实，想象中，我该是一个很幸福的人。对吗？我不断地在问我自己。

心里一直都好想好想知道一个答案，可是那问题始终都没那勇气去开口提问。

' 你到底爱我吗？'

好像是一个好傻好无知的问题。可是这问题的答案，往往就是很多人都很想知道的。可是，就是缺乏那股勇气去提问。我,.. 也不例外。这... 对吗？

我真的很怕...很怕..

昨晚.. 从来都没那么担心过一个人。就连我自己都没这么担心过我自己。

和你在一起的时候，你喜欢做的，就算我不喜欢，我也会很自然地变成喜欢。因为你，我不断努力地去改变我自己。我真的真的很不想这一切换来的只是一厢情愿。

写着地.. .. 我的mp3跳到了这一首大马歌手 - 罗忆诗的< 别再哭了 >。突然间，' 那' 一种感觉来了。

不敢再多想了.. 有你就好。

My First Birthday Present! LOVE it so much!!!! =)

2008-11-23T15:55:00.000+08:00

6th of December is my actual birthday. But i've got my FIRST birthday present today! hehe..

Today, a whole day went out with my darling.

We had been to GreenBox Karaoke, Sg.Wang, GSCinema, Times Square, Tepanyaki, Ah Yip Leng Tong, Low Yat Plaza, and more!!! . hehe..

After we finished the karaoke session, my darling brought me to somewhere and bought me a ring!!! (a pair, for both of us) hehe... I was really really surprise and glad! :)

Lets see........

this is my lovely present.... =)

my ugly hand.. but the ring is nice..! hehe

Wahahhahah.... love it so much! :)

What am i suppose to say..?

2008-11-18T01:36:00.000+08:00

就算心里再痛苦，心灵再创伤，表情都依然挂着微笑，而不想影响别人的心情。那人，大概就是我吧。

最近，实在有太多太多不想发生的事情围绕着我。好烦好烦！

可是，也应该是发生后，我才会更加珍惜。
啊！！！好烦啊！！！！

也许是我太天真，相信 ''只要付出，就会有收获。''

收获？在哪？到了吗？

其实，我从来都没有期望能得到什么收获。

只是...
有你就已够了。

i'm tired.. i'm tired of being who i am.

2008-11-10T17:00:00.001+08:00

What's happening on me? I keep wondering why again and again.

For my own decision. This time. i think it's right. It's the time for me to breathe again. To feels the brand new me, to become stronger, and to become a better person.

Everyone is looking down on me. (for certain ppl) i knew it.

It's just like whatever stuff that i've done or whatever that i'm doing are WRONG! those making me crazy and confused!

At this age, problems comes and goes..

I got my own troubles. It's all so damn bothered! Pain killer couldn't help much.

Keep releasing/expressing to others. i know its useless. the facts are still here. but, just wanna express out to feeling better.

Where are you? When you're needed. but where are you? You're my only lover, but why ended up my friend with me at the very moment that i needs you?

30mins before i've started to write this blog.
I've just got myself out from frightening!!!

10:30pm at a so called 'friend' 's place. Waiting my another friend inside the car. As she said just take something only. okay, fine.

11pm, still waiting. Received calls and SMS from lover and mom. Got scolded. okay, never mind. it's okay..

11:15pm, still waiting. Finally received her called, said that ''she is COMING ''! okay! i was like, ''wow! finally!''

11:35pm, still waiting.

11:40pm, decided to pass back the car key to her and take taxi home.

11:45pm, walked out of the private apartment. No taxi at all !

11:50pm, walking out to the main road while still looking for taxi. (All the small roads are damn dark and lots of dogs! bout 7-8 dogs barked at me! I was scared! So scared! I was praying for myself. and hope that a taxi will appear in front of me! i miss someone that time! but damn disappointed on someone at the same time! )

11:55pm, thanks god! i got a taxi!

12:15am, finally reached my place.

Why? Why still never ever change? WHY??

And for myself.
What's happening again? WHAT A MESS!!!!!!!! i am RUINING my own life!!!!
isit my own problems? or what? pls tell me! i'm damn confusing right now! Who am i? i 'm lost.
I AM TOTALLY LOST !!!!

And for another 'you'! You're the most important person in my life. As everytime when i'm praying.
YOU!, mom, sis and bro would be the first that i praying for good in health and luck.
But, this is how you treated me. should i say THANKS for that?

Again, at my age. Problems comes and goes. I'm not a little child ANYMORE. Live well and happy. Everyone should deserve it. But, not everyone has it.
Sometimes i would just rather to be proud of myself because i'm an understading person, but not proud of myself because of YOU! NOT AT ALL !

Speechless day..

2008-11-08T18:17:00.000+08:00

又另一个情绪化的一天。

最近觉得自己好像变了另一个人。好像变回几年前那一阵子的我，对人的感受又冷又淡，整个人成了冷血动物。

我还记得几年前的那一次，我突然变成了冷血动物。身边的朋友都很担心我，关心我，甚至还问我到底发生了什么事？为什么突然会变成那样？大家都觉得我好奇怪。

酱多年来，有四句话是一直都在我脑袋里，那是… “人很自然地会接受。但，我们也应该得学会如何拒绝。” ， “不是每一个人都是可信的。即使是你身边对你最好的人，他们也会有出卖你的可能。”。

可能是因为我经历了很多很多…愉快的，不愉快的；幸运，不幸运的; 辛苦，伤感，想发生，不想发生的…统统都在我十五岁之前经历过了。所以，那四句话的含义…我领悟过了。就是因为曾经被利用，我学会了拒绝。就是因为曾经被出卖，我学会了提防。甚至学会了用感觉来看透人心，我…学会了做人。

我好累…好累。

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Wahseh!!! 5:30am! but still can't get into my dream! swt!

2008-11-06T05:30:00.001+08:00

糟糕了！已经是凌晨五点半了啦！可是，还是睡不着！所以，第一件想做的事就是... 写Blog 咯～！haha 太爱部落格了！:p

突然间想到一些朋友之间的问题。
其实，当一对好友大吵之后的感情会不会比之前来得更好呢？还是，彼此都在很＇装着地＇迁就着对方？现实演员吗？ Sigh..

不知道！不知道！就好像这几天，对着他的时候总是有点不自在的感觉。好像没了之前的那种感觉，找不回了。其实我还是有点混乱，没有一点头绪叻！还是需要继续酱下去？又或许是我自己想太多了吧？？乱！！！
不过我真的希望他已改变了自己，不会再是那以前的他就好了。怎么说，他的本性是不错的。那就当是我自己想太多咯～！哈哈

要睡了，再想下去／再不睡，给 '某某人' 知道就被骂咯！haha
好想我的他哦！:p

晚安! (还是早安比较适当吧？hehe)

6:03am =)

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Happy Monthsary to me and ''YOU''!! And Happy 'Obama''s day!! =)

2008-11-05T15:02:00.000+08:00

刚刚才跟我一位已移民到美国的朋友聊过了一个小时半的电话。哇！他移民了已经有两个月多了！时间真的过得很快...很快.. 好想念他哦～在他移民之前我们几乎每天都会混在一起的！突然间飞到那么远...真的会不舍得，还会有点不习惯。不过，他走了对他也有很大的帮助！至少他现在活得开心咯～ haha

说回我的。
之前到现在，都一只有人在问我是怎么入行的呢？相信很多人看见我的样子都会很不认同我的职业。告诉你们，就连我自己都不敢相信！所以，你们觉得奇怪是正常的！hehe

这是我之前的一个blog...

'' 不知道为什么，最近的心情都好像怪怪的~ 身边越来越多小人！
不断地在觉得自己在模特界这行呆不久。也觉得这一行根本就不属于我一个这样的人。每当身边的一些朋友知道我是兼职模特，他们都会用一些鄙视的眼神来上下的打量我！这是什么？什么意思？什么态度啊？甚至还有些所谓的好友在背后说我没那样的资格。
我知道自己的好与坏。这根本不需要别人操心。其实我不是因为闲言闲语而放弃这事业。是因为，四年前，在我知道自己成功的被栽选为广告模特的时候。在想，凭我这个样貌入选？‘这是个局吗？不要玩啦！’我当时就是酱想。

六年前，拍了本地最长篇电视剧《己子当归》。开始受到一些人的注意。还记得当时是参演剧里的其中一小个角色。当时的我，我觉得自己还不会真正的打扮！幸好有化妆师，服装师还有前辈们的指导，慢慢的。。自己好像变得‘不一样’了！呵呵~

大概两年后，加入了某某的一间健身中心。在那里遇见了一位知名的某某模特儿，开始闲聊了起来。在那段闲聊当中，没想过有了另一个开始。某某模特儿介绍了一间某某的模特儿公司给我。叫我去面试。我去了。

可能是因为我是运动员的关系，拍了人生当中的第一支‘运动鞋’的电视广告。开始了我在这行的发展。过后接二连三的都会被广告商叫去面试。有成功的，当然还有失败的。呵呵~

应该是市场的需求越来越高吧~大概一年多过后，我就很少接到经纪人的电话。当时身为大学生的我，没再去想这一行了。在想，就好好的把书念好算了！怎么说，我也曾经拥有啊！=）

大概几个月后，出乎意料的！再次接到我经纪人的电话，说有广告商叫我去面试！当时的心情实在不知道要如何形容。不是开心也不算是不开心吧！我去了这次的面试 —- 失败。但却被相中了成为头发设计模特(hair model/hair show model)。又另一个开始…… （天在作弄我吗？）

直到现在，排徊本地和新加坡两地做秀（show）。虽然累，但觉得很庆幸！因为凭我这幅样貌和酱的高度还能生存在这圈子，实在谢天谢地了！hehe

突然说起了一大堆东西，希望大家能够对我有多点的了解哦~
不需要在我背后说我这不好那不好的！要就在我面前说，说给我听。我是个很喜欢接受大众意见的人。有意见，人，才会不停求进。所以，欢迎你！

记得，别做小人噢~ 呵呵~ ''

p/s: missing you! ;)

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又是无聊的一天～

2008-11-04T16:13:00.000+08:00

不知道这几天吃错了什么，就是一直上厕所！好辛苦哦～！:(

昨晚把车子拿去维修了，所以，我想这几天也会呆在家里无所事事吧！朋友们快点来找我呀！haizz

除了容祖儿，我最近爱上了另外一把歌声 - 谢安琪。收入了在他的最新专辑《Binary》里的 “囍帖街”和“十字架”是我最近的“饮歌”！hehe

谢安琪有自我的一套音乐态度，继2007年“钟无艳”成为不少音乐颁奖典礼的金曲后，2008年以二元素方式《Binary》带来十首精彩的歌曲，又把每首歌词带出两面意思，以人气实力好声音精心泡制最完美的音乐。由 Eric Kwok作曲和黄伟文填词的主打歌“囍帖街”，歌词道出香港湾仔面临的迁拆或重建利东街的命运与爱情婚姻观。接力主打“17度”和TVB电视剧《师奶股神》主题曲“十优生”也是强烈推荐之作。

这就是最近在我mp3里的新作品！希望大家也会喜欢咯！;)

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I'm BACK!!! ;)

2008-11-03T19:04:00.000+08:00

自从我将近两年的blog被删除后，相隔了差不多已有半年的时间了！好想blog的我... 终于 '回来啦!!' o喜o喜～

今天其实没什么特别.. 只是呆在家里无所事事地！=.=''

今天下午终于下雨啦！已经有五，六天都没下雨了！就快热死之际幸好今天下雨咯！好好睡哦～！！哈哈！说起来.. 今天其实还瞒无聊的! hehe

刚刚我姐去拿了他的新车，家里又增添多一部汽车. (不知道我有没有机会去试试他的新车呢？) haha

无论如何，家里多一部车，怎样都比缺车还来得好咯～ ;)

P/S: 今天就暂时写到这里，要出去了！ (今天没什么联络到他.. 好想他叻!) :'(

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